do you know how it feels to feel forgotten
three thousand miles of water dwarfed
minescule in comparison to the distance created by you
i came to you
finally trusting that my openness, honesty, vulnerability
were safe
mistakenly thinking that physical closeness would cement all else
perfect in theory
beyond compare in reality
what happens now
was this some vivid dream
real enough to touch... is it real enough to last?
questioning for the first time
will you try with me?
i always leapt
not knowing but hoping you would be there to catch me
you've let me fall
now when things should be easiest
knowing absolutely what is in store
you push me away
validated by a notion of self preservation
harsh, cold, flippant
ever my sebastian
perfection trapped under ice
be sad with me
cry with me
scream at me
count the days till june with me
never hide from me
i refuse to let this crumble
i knew i was made for you before i ever held your hand
that has not, will not change
please
don't make me fight alone
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