Oblivious

Oh how I want you to break me beautifully
The exquisite torture of your caressing words
Cauterizing the pathways of your ghost finger tips
How you can impose the immediacy of exile
Holding me close to you in the absence of your conscious love
Your heart so ripe for my taking while your head grazes greener
Unable to see the reality of this kindred longing desperately for your touch
Looking through me to fleeting images of almost kisses
Unseeing angel
Linger for a moment on the dream of my lips
Breathe in the reality that should be we
I am here as I have always been
Bare for your razing
Write me a love letter with my ashes