Oblivious

Oh how I want you to break me beautifully
The exquisite torture of your caressing words
Cauterizing the pathways of your ghost finger tips
How you can impose the immediacy of exile
Holding me close to you in the absence of your conscious love
Your heart so ripe for my taking while your head grazes greener
Unable to see the reality of this kindred longing desperately for your touch
Looking through me to fleeting images of almost kisses
Unseeing angel
Linger for a moment on the dream of my lips
Breathe in the reality that should be we
I am here as I have always been
Bare for your razing
Write me a love letter with my ashes

A heart breaking beauty

You my most perfect purgatory
A waking dream that holds my secrets and gives none back
Simultaneously you anchor and destroy my reality
How excruciatingly almost we have both always been
A world of grayscale when you’re gone
You give color to my words
Confidence in never being alone in the vastness of human creation
Knowing without doubt that my soul has a mate
Together we have laid the groundwork for a thousand forevers
Permutations of perfection too complete to consider
Eternity that lives and dies in our unending indecision
Folding in on each other separated by the reality of two lives diverged
Made for each other in some other almost lifetime
Tasting just a hint of the bliss of one separated soul colliding
Out of time, out of place, out of sync with a world not ready
I will find you always in forever
Waiting patiently for the day our waiting ends
Rapture